I was waiting for a cross-town train in the London underground when it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie
So I changed my plans and rented a camera and a van and then I called you
"I need you to pretend that we are in love again" and you agreed to

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd

love is absurd
who knows if its real.
or is it just truly lust.
lately ive wondered.
and it almost scares me how uncertain i am.


so whats new. yesterday i spent a large part of the day waiting for jamie to call me back so we could hang out. while i was doing that i talked to tyler and we decided me him and cody would go see charlie and he chocolate factory. jamie taylor and tim also ended up going it was a pretty funny movie. i love seeing movie w/ friends. especially some of my best friends. its always fun. especially when i make fun of tyler and cody like they are on a date hehe. cody gets mad..but he does like to dance to the oompa loompa songs hehe. good times. after that we all went out to eat..we went to beningans..it was yummy. tim paid for all our food which was really nice of him.then i met up w/ craig at starbucks..didnt really get to hang out though. cuz we both had to be home soon. then me taylor and jamie went back to jamies..didnt go to bed late..
but i must say the funniest part of last night was when we were in the starbucks parking lot and a cop had just pulled someone over..we were about to start walking towards starbucks when taylor asked " hey guys are we jay walking?" me and jamie started laughing so hard. cuz we were even near a street we were just walking across a parking lot. wow talk about good times. then we were eating cupcakes at jamies and she decided to try and steal some of the icing off of mine so jamie like smacks it and it just goes flying man good times. heh.
today woke up went to starbucks again. went shopping and bought two really cute pairs of shoes.. talk to my bestest friend tyler which i do must almost everyday. then just sat around. cuz someone never called me back to hang out today. but should have known that would have happened..he always does that. do i dont really care anymore heh. and the tonight around 1030 me and tony decided to go on a walk to the park. we had very interesting conversations and even played football w/ a big woodchip lol...and that has been my night..